please

But that's just me.

Music sounds a lot better when it makes me think of you.

I'm so sorry Mario.

But the princess is in another castle.

Bad Romance.

Her new video made me wet my pants pretty freaking good!!!!!!!

salope

You want to act like a skank?

I'll treat you like a skank.

You want to act like you're better than everyone else?

I'll treat you like you're a piece of shit.

You want to ignore people because their's better people to talk to?

I wont waste my time with you.

What is this world coming to?

Why am I so angry all the time.

Probably because i'm stuck in a shit town that is surrounded by shits that make the world even shitter than what I think it is before I get away and see else where.

fuck you.

s'il vous plaît

Please!!!!!! I BEG YOU

perdu

cheveux

It's Movember.

One of the best months of the year!

Also because on the 13th, its my birthday :D

My boyfriend's beard is better than yours.

If he shaves it in december, I wont be happy.

Tim, I hope you read this.

cerveaux

I did the Albury Wodonga Zombie walk on halloween.

It was so much fun terrorizing people.

I was even on the cover of the local newspaper. haha

garçons, garçons, garçons!

You know what I hate?
I hate boys, who are single, that constantly strive for a girlfriend in their spare time.

You know what I wish for?
More male friends!!!
particularly ones that want to be my friend, but not ignore me because I have a scary edge bearded boyfriend.

blondie.

So apparently i'm begining to go blonde again for the second time on the 10th of November three days before my birthday.

Which means my hairs gonna be a mut colour for my 18th.. -_-

but it'll be worth it.

Yesterday was exactly a month til I am eighteen.

GET EXCITED.

partie de la famille

My wonderful pets that have been in my life since I can remember.

Elly my rotty.

Charlie my pussy cat. :)

éloigné

Sometime's I get these urges to go far away.

even though being distant is not what i'm about.

it just come's across in my mind that way.

being far away seem's trouble less, care free and stress less.

which seems to me as calming and mind opening.

but in reality, I would not survive and I would be more lonely than ever.

somebody run away with me. (but not really)

femme

Word's cannot describe or express how much I am in love with Lady Gaga.
I'm full blown obsessed!!

frère

I'm addicted to True Blood.

It's great!!

jusqu'à ce que vous m'aimez

Does anyone else think these guys out of lady gaga's paparazzi film clip are hot as I think they are?
They are old school as! OMNOMNOM!!!

décédée

RIP patrick swayze.

Cancer is a fucking joke!!

In your memory I look forward to tattooing yourself on my upper thigh as half man half horse with a huge rainbow background.

Just like this one...

P.s, I may have told a fib :D

l'insomnie

I haven't been to bed early in a really long time.
Which is horrible.
Everytime I tell myself i'm going to have a early night, it just doesn't happen!
I'm so sick of it.
I wantz vallium!

magnifique

Pretty keen to go back blonde.

Right about... now.

P.s got my acrylics done for free today. Haven't had them done in years and forgot how annoying they are!

pp.s I also scored a job at price attack, and I didn't even apply!!

soufflage

aimer

Love Love

Love Love

Love Love

chaussure

These shoes are mine.

Get fucked!

sous la mer

I am fully obsessed with photos of people under water.

avortement

tu me manques

My Da. (aka grandfather but dad in my eyes)

Its almost been three years and theirs not a day that goes by that I don't think about you.

If he knew how much he's death had changed me as a person.

He would not be impressed.

But he always stuck up for me and loved me no matter what.

I know you've found peace you beautiful human.

Love your favourite grand-daughter, Jordyn Lee. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx and forever on.

Necklace engraving:

Da <3

23.1.1940

4.12.2006

Other side was laser engraved with this photo used.

I want to thank my best friend Gaby for purchasing this for me for my seventeenth birthday. Truly a pure gift from someone I feel so strongly for. I love you Gaby.

super kawaii

I'm on a life long journey, to find this exact boob tube to own myself.

Omgz I met Gwen Stefani and her harajuku girls! :O haha

This was around last november in 2008, in myer in melbourne CBD.

Pretty much one of the most exciting days of my life haha.

If that was the real her I would of actually flipped out. No words can describe how much I am in love with this woman! I'm obsessed as! LOVE LOVE!

And one of my great missions in life is to look for a harajuku lovers branded boob tube with the words "a fatal attraction to cuteness" across the front.

I forgot to bid on the one Raquel Reed was selling on her ebay once. I pretty much wanted to commit. not only was it the boob tube ive been wanting all along. RAQUEL REED WAS SELLING IT! D; oh well, im still going to look for this rare item of clothing. The boob tube i'm blabbering about is obviously the one above :D

salope

If you are a slut, this is how I see you and how everyone else see's you.

get fucked!

fleurs

I am utterly obsessed with Cherry Blossoms.

always have admired them.

Ive never found myself to stare at a tree before and fantasise over it or get lost by looking at it.

when i look at one, i just start thinking and it kind of opens my mind.

it just does that to me.

im going to have a backyard full of them.

also my first tattoo will be a cherry blossom branch on the top of my foot starting from the ankle and coming around. so dibs.

beauté

Where the wild roses grow.



They call me The Wild Rose But my name was Elisa Day
Why they call me it I do not know
For my name was Elisa Day

From the first day I saw her I knew she was the one
As she stared in my eyes and smiled
For her lips were the colour of the roses
They grew down the river, all bloody and wild

When he knocked on my door and entered the room
My trembling subsided in his sure embrace
He would be my first man, and with a careful hand
He wiped the tears that ran down my face

On the second day I brought her a flower
She was more beautiful than any woman I'd seen
I said, 'Do you know where the wild roses grow So sweet and scarlet and free?'

On the second day he came with a single rose
Said: 'Will you give me your loss and your sorrow?'
I nodded my head, as I layed on the bed
He said, 'If I show you the roses will you follow?'

On the third day he took me to the river
He showed me the roses and we kissed
And the last thing I heard was a muttered word
As he stood smileing above me with a rock in his fist

On the last day I took her where the wild roses grow And she lay on the bank, the wind light as a thief As I kissed her goodbye, I said, 'All beauty must die' And lent down and planted a rose between her teeth.

tristesse.

I want,

my wedding reception, in a dark tent, with the tent ceiling full of fairy lights, that resemble stars.

like this:

so that my deseased loved ones, can be at my wedding too.

chambre à coucher

I want my future bedroom to look like this:

or this:

haha random much? those pads totally rule.

anges.

If only angel's could prevail, we'd be the way we were.

aussi incroyable.

No words can explain how amazingly talented MJ is.
LONG LIVE THE KING.
Rest in peace.

étonnant.

Amazing.

Simply.

mère

My mother had me at seventeen.

And I'm the best thing that has ever happened to her.

père

se noyer dans la réalité.

Sometimes I just feel like i'm...

avenir.

Time to sit down and relapse.

Get my think on.

And figure where i'm going to be in three years at least.

It's going to be hard, but i'll get there.

It took my mum til thirty three to figure she wants to be a nurse.

But anyway, think away.


p.s im obsessed with cry baby, spesh Wanda from the cry baby drapes.
She's a babe!! and her bangs are so short!

scission.

I'm actually scared about this one, this time.

It always seemed they got over themselves.

But something new has happened..

And i'm affraid this time.

He's not coming home for long.

derrière.

I'm behind.

I need to get ahead of myself.

Doing a few things on the sly to get ahead.

But i'm a lazy fuck.

I wish I had three wishes.

Someone once gave me three wishes.

Too bad, they don't work.

I guess i'll have to wait on my birthday for that one wish.

p.s life. you got me good too.

seul.

When I say, me, myself & I.
I mean it.

No one know's what goe's on in my mind.
It really is one of a kind.

No one know's what I've been through.
I don't care that no one know's.

But lack of heart from the people surrounding me, had shown me.
Not to care no longer either.

Move on. I'll be alone forever.

hommes.

I never wanna hear you say, that'd you'd be better off.
Or you liked it that way.

- no ones gonna love you by Band of Horses.

Theirs more positives than negatives.
but what if the negatives over took the brain
and made them think otherwise.

Why must people experience the emotion of fear?
I wish it didn't exsist.

Since december 2006..

A time that changed my life for two years.

I refuse to let you swallow me underground with you for any longer.

Time's are good, and I can never take what I have now for granted.

I'll never forget you.

But it's about time I stopped dwelling on my past.

I will alway's love you.

23rd february 1940 - 4th december 2006